Embracing Freedom

Thursday, October 05, 2006

October the 5th

FIXING LOST TIES

October the 5th when she watched the sunset, emptying herself of all emotions. Silence. Tranquility. This has been one heck of a dreadful week of extreme decision making. It is then she realized that its not easy to become a leader. October the 5th when she decided she accepts the challenge.

Ok enough drama.I'm part of the CO thing in our school, and there comes a time when the class marcher (the person the commandant will refer to render his general orders, and really the one responsible for any "atraso" from the CO.hey, who says we live in a fair world?). Three days ago (I think), it was my turn...I didn't know what was on my head when I raised my hand to volunteer as class marcher. Duh!
And then we had a problem...I won't reveal what it was,but it includes our diversion *before*.I had one of the greatest mental squeeze and frustration EVER. But then, I'm an avid believer of those "everything happens for a reason" thing, and as a Christian, I see it as a plan of God's plan...yes even in simple matters like the excruciating and completely pointless(academically speaking) CO training.

I actually learned to apply some stuff I gained from the oodles of leadership trainings I've had. Never though I'd actually use it in times like these. Poor me. Life sucked to me for 2 days having the officers mad at us (oops!spilled something! haha). kAbLaG! This very moment its like I've got loads to say but I can't quite string them out together.Its just that I thought I won't get through this thing, but the officers advised me to stand my ground and do whatever it takes to get my unit united! {talk about redundancy.)And I guess that's what I tried and it worked.My fellow CO's are willing to comply with the orders now more than ever...I'm just so proud of them...

Anyways that was what happened to me the past days without update. NOTE TO SELF: PRAYER IS MORE POWERFUL THAN WE THINK.

trisha flew at 7:39 AM

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