Embracing Freedom

Saturday, July 15, 2006

hmm.

Nangyari na ba sa inyo to? Or are you familiar with this type of situation?:

I like this guy.(ok, here I go again.)I think in some way he likes me back. *I JUST HAD TO SWOON INSIDE A THEATER WHILE WATCHING A HORROR MOVIE. INDEED, WE WERE CLOSE WHILE WATCHING SILENT HILL WITH SOME FRIENDS. I HOPE MY PARENTS AREN'T READING THIS. LOL* And I could say he's a friend of mine naman. But the "twisted part of this journey" is that he's a girl magnet. Grabe. Literally. Well, not literally. He attracts a lot of females, so to speak.(THE REASON I LIKE HIM: The guy is 19. But he's got killer eyes. He's a musician, a Christian, a visual artist..one heck of a creative and artistic guy! and we're both into the Beatles and literature. He seemed so -almost- perfect to me.)

He just broke up with his recent girlfriend which used to be a high school senior in my school. And I think he likes this other girl who's totally into him as well. Heck, he even made painting with them on it. See? I want to be JUST GOOD FRIENDS, and sabi na rin ng ibang churchmates ko, kung ganun ang case, wag na lang ako magkaroon ng deep feelings for him kasi baka I'll end up getting hurt. Should I just wait for this feeling to completely dry out while maintaining our status quo of camaraderie that's still growing? Or should I keep this a secret?

SOMEONE. TALK SOME SENSE INTO ME.

trisha flew at 10:33 PM

Minimalistic me?

Hmm. I've noticed na, before, attracted ako sa mga LARGE graphics. As in the pictures na andaming nakalagay na kaek-ekan. well siguro i'm still drawn to that, pero nabawasan haha. Dati iniisip ko kung bakit may nagkakagusto sa mga skinny, not to mention with tiny fonts, na layouts. wala lang, naisip ko lang yun haha. *gosh i sound so desperate to post*.

Anyways, prelim week na. Wow. Nakakoverwhelm. Sobra. Ang bilis, parang one month eh equivalent lang sa one week. Bilis talaga. Does this mean I have to graduate so early? Argh. I'm loving high school too much. Yun daw ang magpapaiyak sa iyo on graduation day, once you get TOO attached. Siguro sa kahit ano, once you really get attached to something, someone or somewhere or whatever, you'll feel that the whole world is against you if its taken away.

Hay..well nothing else to say. review pa ko for Noli Me Tangere.

trisha flew at 7:01 AM

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